Thinner

The other day I walking down the hall where I work and the only thing I could think of was how I'd look if (1) I didn't suck it in and (2) if I didn't have to suck it in.

It was only then that I realize that every day I do things to hide just how deeply ashamed I am of my own body. And, of course, the things I do or don't do to change it.